The short answer is that I'm curious. Really, really fucking curious. There is a small building on this vacant block:
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I have a few questions about this building:
What the fuck is in there? I guess this is a pretty obvious question, but it's a driving force for me so I'm including it.
What's that giant satellite dish all about? I mean really, it's a small brick shed with a massive satellite dish on top. And a couple of air conditioner units that aren't plugged in to anything. There's something that just isn't right here.
I've been waking up in the middle of the night with this question going through my head. It's starting to affect my work.
My third important question (there are plenty more, but I'm trying to keep things readable here): What's that metal thing on top? I got another photo, but it didn't come out very well. I get the shakes whenever I stand around there now. More on that later.
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Looking back over my posts, I realise that I've failed to mention the homeless guy I've seen scrabbling about in there. I'm starting to think he sleeps in that metal thing up there, but I haven't seen him do it.
I've had more than a few moments where I've just thought to myself that it's an old block that maybe had satellite tv and air-con at some point and there's just some homeless guy that filled a bin with shitrags then forgot to peg down his tent. I like to think this, it calms me down. Sometimes it makes me giggle.
I probably would have believed it too, but there's something sucking me in. I can't help but think that this block is just a facade for something much more sinister. I've said it before, but someone or something is trying to communicate with me here. I can only think that the shitrags were just a way of getting my undivided attention. They succeeded.
My family has a history of depression but I've always been fairly stable. I hope I'm not losing it.
I just don't know any more.
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